Entry: Post-Prelim cum Pre-JC Admission Depression... Oct 7, 2004



[Thought of the day] =   Depressed....-.-"

Prelim results are like so not fixed.... Everyday go school got different kinda results...Here moderate tehre moderate.... Don't even know wad they doing..... At first i got 15 points.... After bonus here bonus there..... Moderate here and there..... Get some 11(hopefully).... At first give up hope on VJC now suddenly it seems nearer again..... Should I give up Nil Sine Labore and pursue a new chapter in For College For Nation?? Ok generally i can say my prelim results sux to the core.... Wad can be worst?? I'm like so way under-performing.... people are getting 10>.... Me get some 11..... Sian... Even tons of people improving like crazy comapred to their mid year.... Me only improve 3 points.... Looks like i should wake up....*Snap* *Wake Up!!!* O.o"

My results sound so nice.... 7 Distinctions..... And 1 C!!!! Wad the crap.... But nevermind.... Think 7 distinctions is good?? Its only like some 11 poitns.... 1 A1 the rest A2.... Crap..... It sux totally.... Neverhtless.... I should be contented with wad i have now..... And work really hard for the coming Os in like 3 weeks... The way it draws nearer scares me.... Realli scary.... So just praying that i'll do better for my Os and transfer back into VJC after 1st 3 months..... Haiz...

Then its the last 6 days of school... After that we'll be on our own and meet only during our Os.... Realli going to miss my class...... 4G is a very interesting and unique class..... Can't discribe it... Realli funny and stuff... Doubt i'll ever find that in JC... Hahaz..... But then there are these few people keep on irritating me over my previous post....... Especially this particular idiot.... As if i got suan him like that.... Then for nothing always come suan me... Think i don't say anything that means he can get his way..... Just trying to make him understand that i'm jsut trying to be nice not to do anythign to him despite the class suaning him too..... But it doesn't seem to pay off to be nice to such despicable people.... Think can anyhow insult people..... 6 days left... don't wanna do anythign to him... But if he persists and realli make me angry.... and i flare up... God bless him.... Just words of advice... Watch ur words... Coz my tolerance is realli running realli realli low..... Plus all the external factors that i'm so bothered with..... Don't be surprised u r hitting the floor next... That's all for now i guess..... Cyaz...

   
[Verse of the day] = "The fruit of the Spirirt is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control." Galatians 5:22-23

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